I still remember, That pungent odour, As I slit his throat, In one clean stroke. My knife moved, Across his parched skin, From the dip below his chin, To the hollow in his stomach. As I reached in, And grabbed his heart, Quelled by infarct, Couldn’t help but wonder About words unsaid, Paths untread, Moments of joy and fear, Tortuous grief, Bizarre beliefs, If he cried, As the end neared, Cushioned in my palm, A man’s existence, Devoid of soul, Never to be whole. . . . A loud bell clanged, Snapped out of my reverie, An ephemeral memory, Anatomy Class is over, Time for lunch.
One of the first, most vivid memories I have of medical school is the Anatomy Lab. Hidden in a corner of the ground floor, it was home to many firsts for me and my friends. The first body, first incision, first suture, first skull, first brain… But the day that left the starkest impact on me was the day we excised the heart and learnt about it. There was something so macabre yet fascinating about that moment that I will never forget the ten of us huddled around that one man’s heart. I remember mulling over who he might have been before he ended up on our table, his joys, fears and sins. It was such a visceral, immersive experience. The smell of formalin lingering in the air that was a sensory assault unlike any other. The excitement we felt on the day we first marvelled at the complexity of the human body. The palpable fear when we were asked to isolate one specific nerve from millions. It is a thrill unlike any other, an experience that is just ours, one where you ponder about the mysteries of life while standing across a man’s heart, and then when the bell rings you’re jolted into reality. Something as mundane as lunch! Following that year, we only saw live patients (thank god!) but the memories of the anatomy lab are richly imprinted in my brain.
For this piece, I tried to play with some vivid imagery and dark humour and wanted to draw on the contrast of being so immersed in this strange experience for one moment and then just living a normal life like anyone else the next!
Hope you enjoyed this, have a great day!
My friend has tales to tell about anatomy lab. 😂 Scary ones.
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Haha, scary but interesting?
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This sounds scary as well as interesting. Nice one. 👍💕
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Thank you Shabnam! Glad you enjoyed it
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An absolute gem again. There is a certain uniqueness in your writing. Your choice of words and relatability makes your work so interesting.
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Wow you absolutely made my day, thank you for your encouragement!
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The poem was well written, scary, but thought provoking. Especially the choice of words and the flow. Nice one 🙌
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Thank you so much
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Oh wow.. this was brilliantly dark!
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Haha that was the intention, I’ve never tried this before
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I love how you used humour on something that was probably so serious at the time. The way you described it made me paint a picture in my mind of the thoughts and feelings you all must have gone through seeing a heart infront of you.
Very thought provoking!
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Thank you so much Olivia! I tried something different, and I’m glad you liked it!
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And this made me remember my dissection table times memories, those emotions, how it is felt, thoughts that crossed mind
So so beautifully penned by you 💙
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Yes! Those days will never be forgotten, thank you so much for your constant support, Era!!
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My pleasure 😊
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Its intresting😍😍 and little bit scary 😉… Good going 🤗🤗👍👍
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Haha thank you!
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Beautifully written and intresting
Love your post❤
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Thank you Ava!
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Haha as I was writing this poem that thought did cross my mind!
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Pleasure is all mine 😇😊
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oh my i have memories of the anatomy lab but never cut a heart out. You will have plenty of good fiction to write with these memories!
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Haha as I was writing this poem that thought did cross my mind!
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Wow. Loved it. very interesting. ❤
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Thank you so much!
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Scarinteresting!
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Haha, perfect! That was the intention
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Your post reminded me of my dissection classes. God holding a human heart. Such profound words.
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Thank you so much!!
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The pleasure is all mine
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Haha an interesting twist! 😁
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Haha thanks! 😬😬
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Amazing 😲👍
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Thank you!
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So hard hitting… I love the way you amalgamated medicine and philosophy…. Lovely choice of words and absolutely fantastic articulation ❤
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Wow thank you so! Yes that moment of intersection between science and emotion is what I was going for!:)
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Omg! Never thought that being a med student can some times be so scary… Well Shruti it was a fascinating one and the words you rhyme and use make your writings incredibly awesome….
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Haha it can be, thank you so much Kunakshi💕
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Lol Science is not all geeky after all
It’s scary too!
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Haha there are many facets to science I would say!
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Sounds interesting!
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Thankyou!
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It certainly gave me chills!
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Scary 😖 but yeah a different experience 😁❤️
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Haha
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Do you believe in God,just a little curious to know
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I do, actually. I believe there’s a god
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